mhmmm the wonders of internet stalking.

some sort of loving

manic epiphanic

i change my mind.

will reinstate what was once deemed trash to the level of cult-like adoration. brainless, giggly adoration. although currently unwilling to elevate aforementioned subject to Literature, will at least acknowledge its newfound place in my heart. awwwh snuggly.

bridget jones is now my heroine. (used to hold jane eyre as the epitome of modern women. but have since realized that the word 'modern' is now contextually irrelevant) so the crux: got self the first book of the shopaholic series. and have dreadful feeling in pit of stomach that it won't be the last.

and so have officially hopped on the chicklit bandwagon. and may have become dumber.

on top of which owing to the duties of an outdoor camp facilitator, have downloaded mainstream club beats in hope of something choreographable for generic campfire performances. so far to no avail, will probably suckthumb and play the para para sakura video obsessively so that will not look like complete arse (again) in front of kids during instructors' dance item.

life has been fantastic in manner of getting fat and lazy afternoons. the boyfriend seems unhappy of late to be serving the nation especially with brats who cannot fold their stuff properly(?) am unsurprised that the country has failed in the grooming of an efficient force for folding bedsheets, assuming that they are actually groomed. sorry, cannot help but imagine picture of smelly ns men on metal tables of pet salons. oh joy.

joy.

joy.

insurmountable joy!

zomg

what i am going to tell you next is very stupid. although ben said that its very typical coming from me. but whatever right its one of the most epic stupid things ever.

today i went to the WRONG MALL FOR THE BNJ TRAINING!!!!!!!!!

and i am not going to say which mall i thought the real one was. cos that would expose my real IQ level ):

anw i felt like one bigtime moron, was late and all.

but we got to eat icecream so it was ok.

(: (: (:

could this be everything

Each one shifts and weakens a little
Neither aware just how much they are brittle
Each one shifts and weakens a bit
Allowing the other to live and exist

You could be nothing without me
I could be nothing
Said the waves to the sand
I could be nothing without you
Without you, I would be nothing
Without me, you could be nothing
Said the waves to the sand
I could be nothing without you

by the by

life = bagus.

i am happy i am over the moon!

i love camps! and kids! and my job! (and icecream!)

fifth

Haven’t you heard I’m stuck on a verse

I’m stuck on a boy who fills me joy

I knew I was wrong to jump straight on into

This picture so pretty but he is so pretty to me

cliche much

last night/morning i watched planes take off just mere fences away and fell asleep listening to the sound waves made crashing crashing crashing. it was amazing. sore bum, sprained finger and all.

everyday machiam fighting war.

but today i lagi gungho, wage jihad against dust and the sibei dua lump/pile/mountain of used clothes.

why i lose?

never wear lucky underwear la. 

papadam please!

ever since jl became a parttime lover fulltime nsman (hahaha?) i've been re-reading the Artemis Fowl series and doing A LOT of housework. not to mention getting fat. eating a microwaved pizza spoon-style! like on my birthday (:

anws been working on an exponentially expensive scrapbook and im pretty darn satisfied with how its looking. saw a cross stitch project that is soooooooooo chio must buy! and prove to everybody that deb can sew (cue ian can cook -.-). actually thts the only useful thing that PL thought me. i remember we had to embroider pillow cases.

NO MORE 45cent busrides. found myself thinking that if i re-did As i'd have one more yr of cheap travel fare. intelligent much???????

k i really feel like eating pratahouse kambing fried rice.

need a shower new books clean room new sheets more funny moments like that time i saw Nemesis at funan and she gave me a 'beeeetch i keeeel you glare' money another job revive my itunes a tan desperate! else need dwarfs to run errands people as pale as i am will pulverize in sunlight (cuz the Cullens glitter like diamonds and i dont) supper no actually supper plus my boyfriend hairbands canoe bbq tmr excitingzx!

never thought i'd say this but

deb wants to start school NOW.

):

migratory birds

kimya dawson says (sings) it best:

I've got my Scrabble game, food on my plate,
good friends and family and now there's you understanding
why I do the things I do
knowing that you do them too makes me really happy

life is a highway and I'm gonna ride it
every day's a winding road yeah
my rollercoaster's got the biggest ups and downs
as long as it keeps goin' round it's unbelievable